17.49
karite aiche vilapa, uthila udvega, bhava, mane kaho nahi alambana
udvega, visada, mati, autsukya, trasa, dhrti, smrti, nana-bhavera ha-ila milana
SYNONYMS
karite—doing; aiche—such; vilapa—lamentation; uthila—there arose; udvega—agitation; bhava—ecstasy; mane—in the mind; kaho—anywhere; nahi—there is not; alambana—shelter; udvega—anxiety; visada—lamentation; mati—attention; autsukya—eagerness; trasa—fear; dhrti—determination; smrti—remembrance; nana-bhavera—of various ecstasies; ha-ila—there was; milana—combining.
While Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu lamented in this way, agitation and ecstasy awoke in His mind, and He became very restless.
Many transcendental ecstasies combined in Him, including anxiety, lamentation, attention, eagerness, fear, determination and remembrance.