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mora sei kala-nidhi, prana-raksa-mahausadhi, sakhi, mora tenho suhrttama

deha jiye tanha vine, dhik ei jivane, vidhi kare eta vidambana!"

SYNONYMS

mora—of Me; sei—that; kala-nidhi—reservoir of art and culture; prana-raksa—maha-ausaudhi—the panacea for saving My life; sakhi—O My dear friend; mora—My; tenho-He; suhrt-tama—the best of friends; deha jiye—My body lives; tanha vine—without Him; dhik—condemnation; ei jivane—to this life; vidhi—Providence; kare—does; eta vidambana—so much cheating "Krsna is the reservoir of art and culture, and He is the panacea that saves My life.

O My dear friend, since I live without Him, who is the best among My friends, I condemn the duration of My life.

I think that Providence has cheated Me in many ways.