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svakiyasya pranarbuda-sadrsa-gosthasya virahat
pralapan unmadat satatam ati kurvan vikala-dhih
dadhad bhittau sasvad vadana-vidhu-gharsena rudhiram
ksatottham gaurango hrdaya udayan mam madayati
SYNONYMS
svakiyasya—His own; prana-arbuda—uncountable breaths of life; sadrsa—like; gosthasya—of Vrndavana; virahat—because of separation; pralapan—crazy talks; unmadat—because of madness; satatam—always; ati—very much; kurvan—doing; vikala-dhih—whose intelligence was disturbed; dadhat—oozing forth; bhittau—on the walls; sasvat—always; vadana-vidhu—of His moonlike face; gharsena—by rubbing; rudhiram—blood; ksata-uttham—coming forth from injuries; gaurangah—Lord Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; hrdaye—in my heart; udayan—rising; mam—me; madayati—maddens “Because of separation from His many friends in Vrndavana, who were like His own life, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu spoke like a madman.
His intelligence was transformed.
Day and night He rubbed His moonlike face against the walls, and blood flowed from the injuries.
May that Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu rise in my heart and make me mad with love.”