19.9

tomara seva chadi’ ami karilun sannyasa

’baula’ hana ami kailun dharma-nasa

SYNONYMS

tomara seva chadi’-giving up your service; ami—I; karilun—accepted; sannyasa—the renounced order of life; baula hana—becoming mad; ami—I; kailun—did; dharma-nasa—destruction of religion " ’I have given up service to you and have accepted the vow of sannyasa.

I have thus become mad and have destroyed the principles of religion.