14.41
prapta-pranastacyuta-vitta atma
yayau visadojjhita-deha-gehah
grhita-kapalika-dharmako me
vrndavanam sendriya-sisya-vrndah
SYNONYMS
prapta—achieved; pranasta—lost; acyuta—Krsna; vittah—the treasure; atma—mind; yayau—went; visada—by lamentation; ujjhita—given up; deha-gehah—body and home; grhita—accepted; kapalika-dharmakah—the religious principles of a kapalika-yogi, a kind of mendicant; me—My; vrndavanam—to Vrndavana; sa—with; indriya—senses; sisya-vrndah—disciples.
Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu said, “At first My mind somehow achieved the treasure of Krsna, but it again lost Him.
Therefore it gave up My body and home because of lamentation and accepted the religious principles of a kapalika-yogi.
Then My mind went to Vrndavana with its disciples, My senses.,”
PURPORT
This verse is clearly metaphorical.