14.42

prapta-ratna harana, tara guna sanariya, mahaprabhu santape vihvala

raya-svarupera kantha dhari’, kahe ’haha hari hari’, dhairya gela, ha-ila capala

SYNONYMS

prapta—acquired; ratna—gem; harana—having lost; tara—of it; guna—attributes; sanariya—remembering; mahaprabhu—Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu; santape—in lamentation; vihvala—overwhelmed; raya—of Ramananda Raya; svarupera—of Svarupa Damodara Gosvami; kantha dhari’-catching the necks; kahe—said; haha hari hari—alas, where is Hari, where is Hari; dhairya—patience; gela—lost; ha-ila capala—became restless.

Having lost His acquired gem, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu became overwhelmed with lamentation by remembering its attributes.

Then, grasping the necks of Ramananda Raya and Svarupa Damodara Gosvami, He cried, “Alas, where is My Lord Hari? Where is Hari?” Finally He became restless and lost all patience.