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ei mata anubhava amara pratita

vicari’ dekhiye yadi, saba viparita

SYNONYMS

ei mata—in this way; anubhava—affectionate feelings; amara—My; pratita—understood; vicari’-by consideration; dekhiye—I see; yadi—if; saba—everything; viparita—contrary "In this way My affectionate feelings for Srimati Radharani may be understood, but on analysis I find them contradictory.